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Goodbye   
09:26am 05/06/2005
 
mood: blank
music: Goodbye- Michelle Branch
I have no clue what is wrong with me lately. One I'm getting on people nerves alot. How come I always seem to do the wrong thing. I think I've had one of the worst weeks ever in my life. Two I feel like I'm sad all the time but I'm not. I think I just need to get out of my house and away from work and go do something anything. Goodbye to everyone for a few weeks I will start writting again in a couple of weeks I think I just need a break.
 
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08:19pm 04/06/2005
 
mood: lonely
music: I knew I loved you- Savage Garden

The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.


You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.









Sorry for my last post to those who it made upset. I will never have a post that long again. I hope everyone is doing better than me and I hope to see some of my friends soon. Goodnight to all.






Tears are emotions we can't say.
 
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07:09pm 03/06/2005
 
mood: blah
music: Supergirl
Life has become more and more interesting in the past week. I've mainly been working the whole time though. Besides that how has everyone else been. I hope everyone is doing well. I have to go now. Goodnight.
 
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Found this Today   
06:05pm 02/06/2005
 
mood: mellow
music: Armor for sleep- The truth about heaven
Sucked into a black hole
Very call and very cold
I have become motionless
No more dispare and distress
No more teasing me all the time
No more insulting me with a line
I feel it no more
They have hit my door
I will not smile at anyone
I will not cry over someone
I have become jaded
And wish to remain it
If I can't feel the pain
I may finally be sane
No more crying myself to sleep
Over the things I keep
Inside hidden away
I will never show that anyday
I will not laugh at a joke
Or cry because of a cruel one
Being played on simple minded me
I will experience no more missery
Jaded is what I will be
Forget the old me
She doesn't exist anymore
She left out the EXIT door
And will return no more.






To those who know me don't freak out at this poem. I found it a today and decided to put it on my journal. I wrote this one day when I was depressed. I'm not anymore so don't worry about me.
 
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Life   
08:49pm 01/06/2005
 
mood: questioning
music: Questions
Is life really as good as everyone makes it out to be?
I don't know about some people but most find that life isn't all that great.
I'm hoping my life will soon improve.
Within a matter of days my life should be better but life has twist and curves so you never know what's going to happen.
 
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Yeah whatever...   
06:38pm 31/05/2005
 
mood: crappy
music: attack- 30 seconds to mars
Yeah life sucks.

Peolpe are pointless.

And I'm tired of work.

Sorry to people I have disappointed lately.

Goodbye.
 
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Not date-able   
08:43pm 30/05/2005
 
mood: confused
music: Armor for Sleep- The more you talk the less I hear
Is there something wrong with. It seems to me that no guy wants to date me. Why? If you have any clue why a guy won't date me please tell me why. Thank You.
 
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So me except for the jealous girl thing.   
10:26pm 29/05/2005
 
mood: cheerful
music: The Exies- My Opinion
sporty
You're a sporty tom boy. That's not a bad thing.
You're friendly, competitive, athletic, and you
love to have fun. You attract a lot of guy
friends and make many girls jealous. Don't pay
attention to them. A lot of boys might think
you are aggressive and might be intimidated.
Don't worry, show them the other side of you
that makes people so attracted to your fun
personality. You also are a profectionist. You
have to be good at everything. But please don't
stress yourself out. You're just fine the way
you are.


What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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Stupid Old People   
07:47pm 27/05/2005
 
mood: pissed off
music: Squealing Tires
This is carp man. I got my liscense yesterday. So today I was driving by myself for the first time. Well I was going home on 17 where the speed limit is 55. Well I was going about 52 when some stupid old guy pulled out in front of me. I luckly had started to stop and hit his car. But is was his fault. Man how crappy is that. We didn't even call the cops. Then he tried telling my mom I was speedin. It isn't my fault he's the one who ran a freakin stop sign. CCCCCCCCCCCCCCCRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
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Tired   
07:38am 24/05/2005
 
mood: tired
music: Worst Day Ever- Simple Plan
Yeah last night I worked a double shift at my work and I am extremely tired. So now I'm gonna attempt to get a little more sleep before work today.
 
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This should be fun...   
04:38pm 18/05/2005
 
mood: nerdy
music: None
Ask Me Six Questions.

Any 6. No matter how personal, i have to answer them.

I have to answer them honestly. In turn, you have to post this message in your own journal and you have to answer the questions that are asked to you.
 
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Greetings from Mars   
04:11pm 18/05/2005
 
mood: crazy
music: Shinedown- Burning Bright
Yeah I'm really bored. It's been one hectact week for me. I went to the beach monday complete craziness. Tuesday I went and got something to eat hung out at a friends house. The funny thing is that friends cousin thinks I'm hot. LOL. That's funny. Today I finally watched Phantom of the opera and it was really good. Besides that life has been boring. See ya'll later.
 
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Hehehe   
09:25am 07/05/2005
 
mood: amused
music: Armor for sleep- Kind of perfect

Are you one of the 3 P`s? (Poser, Punk, Prep)
What do they call you?
When is your cake-day?
What color are you feelin`?
What grade you reppin`?
What`s your favorite song?
You are a ViRGiN =) TRUE
You are in l0ve <3 FALSE
You are: YOURSELF! - Yes, you are N0T one of the 3 P`s. GO Y0U! You have your own style and personality that is impossible to label! There is not one word that can describe you. All there is to say is...NEVER CHANGE.
You are a true: Procrastinator...tehehe, isn`t everyone =P
You like: You like playing the guitar, or at least you want to learn how to. The guitar is a cool instrument...and you realize that! =) Have fun and keep practicing.
One of your go0d qualities is: that you are Sweet! Everyone notices how kind you are to others, people love being around you =) You brighten everyones day!
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Grad Night   
06:50pm 02/05/2005
 
mood: amused
music: Yellowcard- Ocean Avenue
Went to Grad Night on Sat.-Sun. had an great time. I mostly hung out with Angi and a few other people. I rode lots of rides including splash mountain where I drop this chick's camera in the cracks between the boats and it fell in the water. Then we went to Haunted Mantion and I got the crap scared out of me. Then I watched Ryan Cabrera(sp?) perform then I stood in line to run up and see Yellowcard perform. I ended up being 2 people away from the stage which rocked. Anyways I had a lot of fun and got tons of pics.
 
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For Casey   
04:47pm 28/04/2005
 
mood: crazy
music: Armor for sleep- the truth about heaven

Happy Birthday Casey!

I hope you have a great birthday.

 
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In memory of Ally   
01:25pm 27/04/2005
 
mood: upset
music: Tears
Freshmen Oreintation
By: Ally Harbuck
It doesn't matter who you are
As long as you're popular.
It doesn't matter who you're boyfriend is
As long as he's a jock.
It doesn't matter what you look like
As long as you're skinny.
It doesn't matter what you say
As long as it's not depressing.

These are the rules for high school...
The ones the cheerleaders follow religiously.
The ones the popular kids already know
The ones the jocks don't really get.

These are the rules for high school...
But wait theres more
If you are a goth, punk, or a freak
Or any of the people not named in the rules

We are sorry to say,
You're out of luck
Just stay in the background
Keep your voice down
Don't turn in your poems
The counselors have enough to deal with.


These are the rules for high school...
Welcome to the next four year of
Your education.









In loving memory of Ally Harbuck.
 
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06:21pm 13/04/2005
 
mood: calm
music: Beck- I'm a loser baby (so why don't you kill me)
Today was nothing exciting. I had to stay after school to do a chemistry lab then I ended up stayin for the school play meeting. I am now an extra in the background how fun. Anyways Disney is exactly a week from today and I can't wait. Tomorrow I have to go to festical...wish me and the chorus luck.
Talk to ya'll later.
 
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06:35pm 10/04/2005
 
mood: content
music: Savage Garden- Universe
Today was boring. I sat and played my sims game all day. Then at 8 I watched Charmed and ate. That's about all that happened to me today. Wow, man am I a boring person. LOL. Hope everyone is feeling good. See ya later.
 
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09:17am 09/04/2005
 
mood: dorky
music: Rob Thomas- Lonely no more
10 Things I Hate About You




I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,


it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you’re always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you’re not around,

and the fact that you didn’t call.

But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,

not even close…

not even a little bit…

not even at all.



I saw this movie last night and had to put the poem on here.
 
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Sad and Rainy   
02:10pm 07/04/2005
 
mood: crappy
music: Fantasia Borrino- Truth Is
I've finally realized you never know how much you care for someone until you let them go. I did that and now I suffer the consequences. I feel the result of a stupid decision. But things happen for a reason.
 
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